i’ve slept for roughly 3 hours. was chatting with alwin till the wee hours of the morning. And in 2 hours time, i’ll be yawning away in Johnathan’s class. But tonight i could barely sleep. Although i’ve 9 days left for submisssion of Preproduction Portfolio which apparently i should be worried like mad, but that isn’t the matter after all. Eng Chun just went to sleep hahaha he has been working on his project all night LOL. I’m meeting him later to discuss the codes.
Alwin has been rather positive lately. Didn’t really expect that type of “encouragement” from him at all. After all, we live life once.
On the other hand, KM says up to me. I’ve been bugging her here and there for this. And she says i’ve never been so miserable and confused before.
Maybe shez right, that confidence and arrogance which i’m usually full of is just no where to be seen lately.
Listening to -
When Love and Hate Collides
Live Messenger Personal Message -
because now i don’t even trust myself…
I’m guilty for ponteng-ing college today. Kevin and Judy might just prosecute me for that. Well, i did some soul searching. I’ve got my results for the Mid Term and their not very convincing. It’s not mainly about the results but its more of the unfortunate events recently. Economics i got a D+ which i was expecting at least a B or C. VB.net i got an A- which infact i expected a C. Web Base Management was totally uncalled for. I guess sometimes i should put more effort into Web Base Management. For Econs, so be it. I don’t have to explain anything to anybody.
Took Whisper for a hike today. Gatai kaki, and i went to track a new path in Moon Gate. Apparently it was so freaking steap which i had to carry Whisper all the way up. Couldn’t bare to see her slip down the ravine. And for that i couldn’t really use my hands to climb. It was kinda dangerous and deep into the jungle. Must remind myself not to follow some whacky maniac old aunty directions to hike. Must let Alwin know about this track. More like jungle trekking compared to hiking. Took about 45 minutes to reach point 5 this time. Fortunately experience really help this time. Really gatai kaki this time.
Besides that, today i saw something which i shouldn’t. Already half a decade since i had access to it. Went to comment on a friends blog and the link was there! Really freaked me out as i thought it was no longer there for public eyes. I had to block access to it. Mampui if anybody were to lay their eyes on it. And of course i wouldn’t want history to haunt us and cause trouble. I guess what i did was for the best. I wanted to delete it, but then i somehow just couldn’t press that button. So i shut it out from outside. But over is over…
