The morning screwed up the whole day

first and foremost i’m not going into details. So don’t bother to ask me here. If you really wanna know ask me on Live Messenger. Seriously, i’ve not panic like that for such a long time. I always had backups and all. I always had precautionary matters lined up for an event. Today was seriously unexpected. And when i knew bout it, my heart started jumping.

The worst part of everything is not knowing anything. With zero info, i coudn’t come up with a backup plan. Wahlau, i tekan sampai dunno what to say. I made a few calls in the morning to gather intel. Most of them was not fruitful. I called up Boss Ong to make arrangements. Boss still sleeping but he picked up the phone with a groggy voice. He agreed with me and said he wanted to go back and sleep. Hahahaha

Called up the “supplier” and she was cool with the new plan. At least i made arrangements. The worst part was not being able to locate. But luckiy i confirmed that. So now i’ve cooled down but still i’m very very uneasy over the change of plans…

i’ve always planned everything down. It’s not that i hate to be sponteneuos. But having things listed in order is what i prefer. Although i hate writting them down. So today was really unprecendented. But i guess i got it under control again. Hopefully i didn’t make a too big of a fuss with it.

Warren Tan’s Personal DNA Report : You are a Benevolent Leader

this is a repost….

hmmmmm just thought it would be fun to attach this report. Well it took me some time to complete the questions. I feel most of the points below are kinda true. Hahahaha

on the benevolent leader part well i’m not going to comment on that. But do let me know are the points below true or not…. And do remember to take your report at
personaldna.com and do let me know the results. Cheers!!!

  • Your solid grounding in the practicalities of life, along with your self-assuredness and your willingness to appreciate new things make you a LEADER.
  • You’re in touch with what is going on around you and adept at remaining down-to-earth and logical.
  • Although you’re detail-oriented, this doesn’t mean that you lose the big picture.
  • You tend to find beauty in form and efficiency, as opposed to finding it in broad-based, abstract concepts.
  • Never one to pass on an adventure, you’re consistently seeking and finding new things, even in your immediate surroundings.
  • Because of this eagerness to pursue new experiences, you’ve learned a lot; your attention to detail means that you gain a great deal from your adventures.
  • The intellectual curiosity that drives you leads you to seek out causes of and reasons behind things.
  • Your confidence gives you the potential to take your general awareness and channel it into leadership.
  • You’re not set on one way of doing things, and you often have the skills and persistence to find innovative ways of facing challenges.
  • You are well-attuned to your talents, and can deal with most problems that you face.
  • Your independent streak allows you to make decisions efficiently and to trust your instincts
  • You do your own thing when it comes to clothing, guided more by practical concerns than by other people’s notions of style.
  • Generally, you believe that you control your life, and that external forces only play a limited role in determining what happens to you.
  • You are a great person to interact with—understanding, giving, and trusting—in a word,BENEVOLENT
  • You don’t mind being in social situations, as you feel comfortable enough with people to be yourself.
  • Your caring nature goes beyond a basic concern: you take the time to understand the nuances of people’s situations before passing any sort of judgment.
  • You’re a good listener, and even better at offering advice.
  • You’re concerned with others at both an individual and societal level—you sympathize with the plights of troubled groups, and you can care about people you’ve never met.
  • Considering many different perspectives is something at which you excel, and you appreciate that quality in others.
  • Other people’s feelings are important to you, and you’re good at mediating disputes.
  • Because of your understanding and patience, you tend to bring out the best in people.
  • 6.30 in the morning

    i’ve slept for roughly 3 hours. was chatting with alwin till the wee hours of the morning. And in 2 hours time, i’ll be yawning away in Johnathan’s class. But tonight i could barely sleep. Although i’ve 9 days left for submisssion of Preproduction Portfolio which apparently i should be worried like mad, but that isn’t the matter after all. Eng Chun just went to sleep hahaha he has been working on his project all night LOL. I’m meeting him later to discuss the codes.

    Alwin has been rather positive lately. Didn’t really expect that type of “encouragement” from him at all. After all, we live life once.

    On the other hand, KM says up to me. I’ve been bugging her here and there for this. And she says i’ve never been so miserable and confused before.

    Maybe shez right, that confidence and arrogance which i’m usually full of is just no where to be seen lately.

    Listening to -
    When Love and Hate Collides

    Live Messenger Personal Message -
    because now i don’t even trust myself…

    Really freaking boring

    it has been pretty boring lately. Really freaking boring.

    When i say boring it doesn’t mean i have nothing to do. It means i have nothing interesting to do.  I wanna go hiking, parties, dinner, movies and so much more. I just wanna seat by the beach listening to the waves and seat under the blanket of stars. I just want some good company. Jilaka everybody lari so got no good company anymore.

    Luckily i have Whisper to accompany me up and down. Hahahaha she really makes my day.

    Well, i’ve been contemplating on an issue lately. Should i go for it? I’m not to sure either. I just don’t seem to have to confidence. After all, i don’t want it to backfire. However i guess i’ll just play along to her tune. Impulse and Instinct…..

    Listening to -
    Lonestar - Tell Her That You Love Her

    Live Messenger Personal Message -
    There no reason to cry nor smile anymore

    1 week of not so holiday

    ok the CNY holidays are over. And i dread waking up for 8.30am tomolo morning. So from my previous post, i met Justin, Alwin and PC. However that jilaka babi punya KM membabikan diri sendiri. Gonna roast her the next time.

    I wouldn’t really say that this 1 week was very productive, but i guess i did put in more time and effort during this period.

    Here’s my project list that i’ve completed or done half way

    • cookie encryption
    • password hashing
    • globalization - multi language
    • proof of concept for drag and drop
    • email validation
    • uploading of photo
    • ajax toolkit

    I’ve also been enjoying myself by

    • watching Gundam Wing from e1 till e30 something
    • getting a desktop
    • Warcraft 3 Frozen Throne
    • Counter Strike
    • Emperor : Rise of the Middle Kingdom
    • Knight Rider
    • Kyle XY
    • Gundam 00
    • Naruto Shippuden
    • Smallville
    • BBQ
    • repartitioned my laptop
    • I WATCHED INTERNET PROTOCOL MAN!!!

    Alwin provided me with Prison Break, but if i do start watching, god knows when i’ll finish my work. Feel bad for not letting Whisper update her blog. So back to reality on Monday morning, with assignments and projects waiting to be completed.

    Listening to -
    Sometimes Love Just Ain’t Enough - Don Henley & Patti Smith

    Live Messenger Personal Message -
    if i’m smarter den you, live with it… don’t go complaining